The Real World

The real world... I don't want to seem like a synac, but the world to me is a very wrong place. Once you face the fact that your going to grow up and turn in to dust, you'll realize that lifes short and you don't seem to get anything out of it. It's hard to find the energy to keep on going. There's always the question of why? Why should i try? I think that there are some horrible things that we all do, but who can stop us? You can't control everything. No matter what anyone does, the world is going to stay the same way. To me, it's all about control. They all tell us we're free but really they just want us to feel free so that they can take any thing that they want from us. I mean taxes? Come on! If you make too much then you owe. If you make too little, then tough. Sucks to be you. This world is filled with nothing but people who are self centered and only want control.
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Embarrassment

One of the worst embarrassing moments for me was when i was 13 years old. I was in the middle school, playing football in front of all the girls, basically showing off. I was called over by a few of the girls. I thought that they wanted to ask me a question about something, but when i walked up to them, my buddy grabbed the pockets of my pants and i was pantsed in front of all the girls in front of me. After that, It took me awhile to get back on the cool road again. But I gotta tell ya... If you just act as if it's just a joke and not take it personally, then people won't really make a big deal out of it. I mean, who wants to make fun of someone making fun of themselves? There's just no humor in it anymore. Unless..... They do something that is impossible to be made fun of by themselves. Yeah... That would work. Perfect....

Jealousy

      Jealousy is by far one of the worst things someone can ever have. There is nothing but hatred that comes out of it. whether it's your friend who has more than you do, which in turn, you end the friendship. Or... it's the relationship that you have where he or she gets hit on by other people, which in turn, you end the relationship. Nothing good comes out of jeolousy. I'm not trying to sound like a sinick but the only way you can avoid jealousy, is to not care. Not caring is bliss. Because in most cases. In a relationship with anyone, the person who has the most control is the one who could care less about the relationship. The other person just wants to make it work. I am horrible with jealousy. It makes me lose my head. All i want to do when i see someone who has what i don't have, I try with all my might to make that something mine. Even if it meant my dignity, personality, or character. I just won't let it go until it's mine. And i hate it. But I can't tell how many times ive made someone jealous. I guess i'm just a hipacrit.

Stress

Stress is.... Awesome..

     Phychologists would say that there are two things that you can do with stress. One, you could let the stress overwhelm you. Let the stress be the dominant factor in your life. It will consume you. And you will be nothing but a stress bomb waiting to explode. There are a few things in life that cause me stress and i realize that everyone has different ways of coping with it. Some people turn to work or overeating. Whatever it is that you do, just know that you have to take life one day at a time.
     The other thing that you can do with your stress is to use it to your advantage. In a stressful situation, your adreniline levels are at a sky rocketing level. Your body is more capable of doing things that it's not used to. Stress can be used to end your stress. All you have to do is know that in a stressful situation, you have all the control in the world. And I'm sure you'll amaze yourself on how far you get your self with that.