My poem

The Black Realization

The wind cuts through my skin,
I can feel it in my bones.
Drowsy, darkened, downed.
I can't stop moving,
The pain of each step reminds me that i'm still alive.
In all the hatred in the world,
Right now is where i'm at peace.
On the verge of death,
And I'm right where i need to be.
The world around me stopped,
I can see each and every fragment of existence
All around me, I visualize my life passing before me.
They say hell is fire
Hell is ice. It's not comfort, it's the realization within a dream.
It's the idea that you have to keep moving,
Seeing,
Understanding,
Living, in pain.
Death is not the outcome, it's the result.
You only wish that death was so easy, so simple, so possible.
In hell, you never truly die.
You keep living.
You keep moving.
In the cold,
Waiting...
Waiting for death...

-James Taylor Willis

Dreams...

     Dreams are held by every individual around. It's no mistake that they mean something. I think dreams are not necessarily a fortune teller but your sub-conscience telling you something that you need to know, or do, or see. A kind of healing process of your thoughts so to speak. Things that you need to know can't be shown to you through your thoughts during the period in which your well awake and lively. You have to be in a state where your mind has little to think about. That's when you can truly visualize the importance of a dream.
     Bad dreams, to me, are interpreted by your memories that you hold, bursting out of you like, yelling at you. Showing you there is, in fact, something wrong. Something that needs to be fixed. You just have to identify what the causes are. What the bad dream is all about.
     I''m not supersticious, but there's not really a scientific way of explaining dreams. So why not wing it?

Courage...

     When you think of courage, you think of the opposition of a scarce belief. The ability to stand up against all odds and fight the very thing you fear most. Dictionary Status: Courage is having the quality of mind or spirit that inables a person to face difficulty, fear, pain, etc... In my opinion I think that there are many types of courage. It can be shown through a variety of oppertunities and/or situations. To be couragious is to have something to overcome. Something has to stop you, something has to go against you. Whether it be gravity, fire, water, a bully, an enemy, all of which courage comes into place for you to lead the way to accomplishment.
     I can't simply tell you how couragious i am, how i have overcome the ordeals in my life. Gloating about withstanding fear is not a necessity I want. To overcome water, you need water. To overcome fire you need fire. To overcome the fear of dead, you need to be around it long enough to feel neutral about the idea of death. You need the very substance of fear in your life to over it.

     In my life, I would like to do things that normally would sound crazy, things that are out of the average lifestyle. Who wants to grow up knowing that they're going to do the same thing every day for the rest of their life? Thats not life. Difference is key. Getting out is bliss. I dare you to do something different everyday. Do something that is out of the norm, out of the ordinary. Challenge yourself to be courageous and crazy. Courage can only be created with one idea and one person. YOU.